With Or Without You...
current location: in the hold pattern
current mood: indescribable
current song: trucks outside?
Mind still blown, heart singing loudly, spinning in a most miraculous way...
There's this thing that happens when I rejoin the circus. It's profound in a way that most wouldn't understand. It's a look, a smile, a simple sit in silence that lets too much time apart fall away. It lets years meld into weeks or days and puts all of those who truly mean so much to me right where they should be. Proximity. Heart and soul.
I wonder at times, does this band that is oh-so-much more than 'A. Band.' have any concept of the impact they make beyond the big ideas and the emotional catharses offered. I wonder do they know the bonds that have been formed between real people, real lives, that would likely never have occurred had they not been a starting point.
Right now it's tough to make a re-entry into The. Real. World. - which is pathetically surreal to my soul, most of the time- So tough. And yet, holding onto the past week gives me enough oxygen to keep going.
So I raise a defiant fist, my sandwich held high- for the that is the GA-way- and I say to ALL who have touched my life more than you will ever likely know...
Thanks and see ya's soon.